Doing ok. Kinda numb. Found out yesterday that I have CML a type of leukemia. It's to be treated with oral chemotherapy for the rest of my life. Kicker is my insurance doesn't cover oral chemotherapy at all. Now what? Gotta stay out of my head in order to survive this thanksgiving. I just want to sleep for a while. I don't want to feel or anything I just want to float along quietly. Mood lately has either been numb, scared, or depressed. But what else can you expect?