Depression gives way to numbness now for a few hours at least I think. I found out yesterday that I have CML a type of leukemia. Since I found out something is wrong I've been going between depression, scared, and numbness. I want the numbness to stay so that I can make it through this thanksgiving. Two families where I have to be careful of who I come in contact with because of the risk off infection. This ids going to be tough.
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PTSD possible bipolar
Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin
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