This is driving me mad! I want an answer. I looked up false memory syndrome and couldnt make a conclusive yes or no. Then I looked up attention seeking disorder and maybe thats it! maybe i've spent so much of my life as an attention seeker bordering on maunchesen that as I grow out of this I'm left with all the "lies" I've created???

ANyone have any thoughts on this??? Its like I've got no need to the attention I'd always felt screaming abuse would bring but I've programmed my mind now????