I gave in. I'm a failure. It's been weeks maybe months since I cut. I've had two days of sad, angry annoyed mood. I've taken klonopin last two nights and makes me zombies but not having panic attacks! Still I gave in last two days. Nothing bad at all. I this it's situational but I see pdoc next week and she will say I crashed to bipolar depression. I'm on vacation in Fl and I don't want to do anything except be alone.

I hate this