I was too tired two nights ago that I didn't even reach for my meds. I decided yesterday I'd skip to start again today. I wonder if it's made my depression worse. In any case I've taken it now. I'm telling myself to hold it out, I might feel better tomorrow. But if I feel anything like I've been feeling today... depression is physically painful for me. I know something that helps. But it's not worth it. Gotta tough it out.

Apparently this is my 1000th post. Lots has changed since my first post, and then again not so much.