I was Pagan/Wiccan prior to psychosis as well. Since then I've leaned more towards Buddhism and general spirituality without deity or supernatural beings. I can't trust that supernatural beings I might observe wouldn't just be more hallucinations. Now I work towards mindfulness, meditation, compassion, personal values, and to the eightfold path of Buddhism to some degree. I like some of what Neil deGrasse Tyson has said as well -
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