my new meds are ad's that i take at night and make me sleep as well as take away the depression.
i didn't sleep last night at all. the night before i had terrible
dreams and hallucinated when tony tried to wake me up for therapy session. totally thought i was somewhere else. and the dreams were so vivid that i fought sleep and became quite manic last night.
today i feel very anxious, i had to take a diazapam knowing i have to sleep. i'm going for a nap now after a nice soak in the bath, sorry i'm rambling. i hope i dont dream. my sleep patterns are all out of sinc now. feel hopeless actually. been posting a lot of garbage sorry, keeps me occupied.
maybe this shouold be in anxiety oh well -
take care in case i dont see you all again, i may hallucinate and sleepwalk to god knows where and give everyone a fright in my very short nightshirt rofl(picturing the scene)
nite nite or day day

jin