I would love to order and sense of calm in my decor but it seems I just can't achieve it. I see a number of people here are "minimalists" But still with my minimalist tendencies a sense of chaos prevails. It's almost that I crave order but my brain finds this unacceptable and has make its internal chaos external. Maybe I crave external order to give the impression to the others in my life that everything in my brain is line with them and their sense of order.