Sick of faking happiness and pretending everything is fine to other people. Most don't realize that when I am alone and even deep down inside I am very lonely and depressed. I tend to also have lots of anxiety and cry a lot more than people even realize. Wish there was a way I could communicate that to some people without them blowing me off. I have told a couple people but one person doesn't care. I told her I was feeling suicidal and she actually didn't seem to care and the other person is down a lot herself so I am afraid to bring her down more than she already is. I did open up and break down in front of them before but feel like they felt uncomfortable and the one who is depressed I feel like I just made her more upset. Wish I could feel happier. :'(