maybe you can go to the emergency room I know you have agoraphobia but most people with this are able to make it to the er by wrapping their self up so they feel enclosed in something ie a tight jacket or blanket sun glasses and having someone (a friend) take them in on the way they crouch down in the car and wear headphones of their favorite music this way they dont have to see or hear the outside world. have the friend go in to the er and tell a nurse that you have agorophobia but need to be seen could they get a quiet room availible away from the crowd. most ers have isolation rooms for such situations and violent patients. this way you can get the help you need with as little trauma as possible.

other than that all I can say is since our ideas that we are all posting here on psych central for you seem to not be possible,maybe you can think of something because Im not in your location so I really dont know any thing else to suggest. I hate to say this but all we here on psych central can do for you is make our suggestions, only you can actually do the work of finding that one thing or more that will work for you. sorry I cant get you the help you are looking for.