Elin95 nice to meet u! I am in the same position. I used to have friends but they were all alcohiolics and i decided i didnt want that kind of life so i chose to leave it behind. I have been without friends now for almost 2 years. I think in this part of my life i have discovered what it means to be happy with yourself. U cant rely on others for your happiness. Only u can create it. I love to study astrophysics and so that is what i do when im lonely. If it is a must that u need comfort.... Look for that one person that is worthy of your friendship.... Cause in the end it mostly ends up being a load full of drama that u probably dont need anyways. Just find that one person to be there for u, and be happy with who u are.