Thanks guys.

I don't know if she knows new t or not. All I said was it can't be a male because I can't open up well to men. I guess I was having a hard time connectin with her at first, I am a therapy newbie so I never knew how it all worked. But I finally convinced myself I can open up to her and trust her and she said we had a new plan... I didn't think it was going to be a new t