nervousnellie; I think this is the starting point to a eating disorder. I have struggled with this for years and I am very sick right now. Often though, a eating disorder is used to cover up the real underlying problem. Its a distraction for many to try and forget about other issues going on for them. Do u think this is possible? I do encourage u to talk to ur t. This disorder is dangerous and can take control of ur life. I find it hard to try and give advice because I am really sick right now; but I do have alot of knowledge and experience with this. Please ask me anything u want; pm or otherwise. I would be more than happy to try and help anyway I can; and many others in here as well. We can all relate with topics of concern. If u feel comfortable please ask away. Take care and I wish u the best. thinking of u.
justy