From what I understand phschologists and therapists (I'm too dense to know what the difference is) help people who have been psychologically damaged or destroyed by an outside force. I haven't the outside world has been nothing but inviting to me, I'm just such an ungrateful lump of trash that I've taken the bounties of life and thrown them all back in its face. I don't think I am undeserving of professional help because I did this to myself, I was foolhardy enough to crash myself into the ground.