i have so much going on in my life right now i dont even know where to begin. i have chronic pain due to a back injury from 2005 and the pain seems to get worse everyday. it has cost me my job and i havent been able to work since september 06. i am just now getting all the paper work from the doctors top try and file for disability and am seeing a lawyer about getting workers comp payment. in the mean time i am on the verge of losing everything because i cant pay the bills. i also suffer from severe depression and anxiety/panic disorder and the pain and stress aren't helping with that. my mom also recently had brain surgery for an aneurysm and spent weeks in the hospital. she is home now, thank you lord, and recovering. i am trying to help her as best i can and take care of a 5 yr old son. my husband works all the OT he can to try and make ends meet so we dont see each other much. there is just so much on me right know i feel like my head will explode if my heart doesn't first. sorry to go on and on here but i dont know what else to do.