When I read your previous post about this I thought - you CAN talk to your T about this, she will totally understand why you do thus. I had something this week that felt almost impossible to talk to my T about, I took inspiration from your post - I kind of thought well, if I think you can talk about your thing, I can talk about my thing, I forced myself to say it, and I feel a huge relief from having said it, I told my T how hard it was for me to say it. Thanks for posting about this - I bet you never realised that your posts were helping others.