i live near my school with a roomate who has a boyfriend in USA. today she told me he is going to come back here to live with her, and since it`s not comfortable for her to live 3 on 1 small department -she wants me to move out, untill september, although i looked at that documnet and there was untill august.

she said she is going to help me with it if i will do
i must say that i feel on one hand some pressur e and tenssion and such..i am not used to arguments and don`t understand much in all that.

my old friend told me that in this city it`s HARD to find a department and she knows it and that she is trying to check it out. i asked her "and what if i say i don`t want to live?"
she said that she doesn`t know what she does them.
i said i wanted this department too.

ho MY GOD i feel life is challaning me to move forwards in a horrible speed. i hope i will be strong in this case, becasue what can i do. i a malone nd they are 2 and SHE wants the case. my T told me that i shouldn`t let my nice self to take cotrol.

what do you guys think about it all ? about HER?
to tell the truth- if i were her i sould either find myself another place to live or to let us be 3.
but that`s ME.