Wow! I am completely overwhelmed by everyone's support and advice! Thank you guys so much!

StbGuy - Thank you for sharing your story. Being I have never interacted with a guy before, it's helpful to get a guy's perspective on things. I honestly didn't believe guys went through this same thing but I have been surely proven wrong. I am very happy for you in that you were able to open yourself up and have everything work out for you. I have tried opening up to my old friends in the past and none of them really seemed to care and just kind of stopped talking to me. It was hurtful and embarrassing so I just seclude myself from people altogether.

flours- I feel like you understand me so well! I can never except a complement myself. I feel like when people complement me, they're just lying because they don't want to be rude. I really hope things will change! I do realize that I am still young and I have yet to grow and mature but I just feel like things haven't changed for so long so why would something change now, or in the future?

Clara22- The thing is, well, I can't even imagine dating anyone. I guess to answer your question, I would be willing to give anyone a chance. But the thing is, no one would ever give me a chance. I feel so repulsive that a potato could do better than me. However, I would love to hear your story!

will19- Hello again! I don't believe Arizona is much different than any other place, then again, I pay little attention to that stuff so I could be wrong as well. I really appreciate your advice, however, I would never approach a guy. I would just be setting myself up for immediate rejection. I feel like if I walked up to a guy, they would be like "uhm, you're kind of really disgusting, please get away from me" or something of that nature. I would never put myself in that position. Even if I was really physically attractive, I'm still very socially awkward and would never be able to casually start a conversation with someone without looking like a complete idiot. However, I would really like to thank you for helping me out. I truly appreciate it.