This is the worst depression I’ve ever had in my life. Nothing seems fun or exciting. Neither spending time with family, my girlfriend, my music endeavors, nor any every day perks are helping me feel any better. I’m clinically depressed from suffering from bipolar type schizoaffective.
I’m extremely anxious and nervous. I feel as though God has forgotten me or has chosen to punish me. I believe I am doomed and won’t be able to get out of this problem. Right now I’m taking Abilify, Lithium, Zoloft, Wellbutrin, Klonopin and Trazodone for my illness.
Will this ever lift?