I am feeling low today. Its related to my cycle and I'm stressed about all the shopping I've done for Xmas. $$$ My job is talking possible strike. I am feeling insecure about dh getting tired out and am not doing enough at home due to the OT. Neef to cook for my sister who needs help but I've been too busy and unavailable. Think I just need to take a rest. And get a plan for cleaning my place on the weekend. Maybe just pick 3 rooms to focus on. It's very draining to get the kids on board with helping but necessary. I wish I could just sleep and pay off all my bills. I let myself shop with guilt bcuz I was going to get less for xmas this year but the kids were disappointed when they found out. So I let the guilt get to me. So now instead of guilt I have worry over the bills. Lol Thanks for listening.