To support my well-being is a hard question for me to answer. I exercise very seriously but i don't get that rush or feel good sensation that i hear others talk about. I'm not medicated because AvPD is personality and not a chemical imbalance treated by medication and I have lost my faith in therapy long ago.
I'm sure I have little techniques that I fall back on automatically but basically I cope with the moment as books and other activities aren't strong enough to deal with my maladative thinking.
I can't escape the moment so i have to deal with it which will entail thinking about what has been said plus and further failures/decisions/accusations/expectancy plus thinking forward to be somewhat prepared for their reply or action followed by dealing with the after thoughts.
sorry about all the "I's
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Diagnosed: AvPD.
It’s never alright. It comes and it goes.
It’s always around, even when it don’t show.
They say it gets better. well I guess that it might.
But even when it’s better, it’s never alright.
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