I'm so sorry Lonely Hearts, I called you Forever Alone . Just my brain which is randomly switching on and off at times .

Thanks for your response. Yeah, the thing is everything didn't work out for me. OK, I have someone, but almost all my problems are still unresolved. It never lifted the depression. You have to tackle the depression as an issue in it's own right. I also thought by solving other stuff in my life that the depression would go away. Nope, doesn't work that way unfortunately.