My concealer wants me to start journalism, because I had a bad anxiety attack this morning. Right now my cat Treelimb is sitting on my desk and is vastly disappointed that I'm spending any time paying attention to anything but him. Today and yesterday at work I set up my insurance benefits at Xerox. My new insurance coverage is going to be a high deductible plan so I plan to get around this by putting a **** ton of money into my HSA the difference between in network and out of network providers doesn't seam as drastic in an high deductible plan than it is in a normal plan but I did notice that they have a wicked high out of network deductible. I don't know how to look up doctors on the new plan because I don't know the technical name of the plan I just know that it's a high deductible plan offered by Aetna. My current counselor don't take insurance so I assume that means she would be out of network. At this point I kind of hate insurance companies. Well I hate health care in general since it often just seams like a money sink. What good is it to go back to my primary doctor to try to figure out my medical problems if she wasn't able to figure it out the first time around. Treelimb says he needs snuggles.