Hi ryan, I'm really sorry they reacted that way

I can imagine you must have felt so isolated in the way you were feeling and after you told them (which must have taken a lot!!) that probably left you feeling even more isolated???
But the good thing is you
did manage to open up about the way you were feeling!!!
So
really well done for that!!!
I'm sorry that the people you opened up to didn't turn out to be the "right" people, but you managed it!!!
So now do you think you could have a think about who might be a bit more empathetic/understanding??? And that doesn't even have to be a "friend"........if there's someone else in your life...........or even a hotline??? It really
does matter how you feel, and you
deserve support with the way you're feeling. So don't let that go, hey??

And if you want to talk more..............
Alison