ugh I think it's just one of those days - and it's November... I've been feeling depressed today too..
'nice and sweet' is a lot... as for breaking things, maybe some people have to do that too, so that the economy revolves?? (though I prefer things to get mended than thrown and new bought) There have been 'destroyer gods' in many mythologies... maybe you can relate to that?
I've been a bit clumsy too, so I can relate...

I'm hoping things will get better soon!!

((hugz))