no body can see inside my brain so they cant see what my internal world is like. I don't have chaos inside. going inside is what I do when the outside world is going nuts. inside its very safe and calming to me. Its like when I have a nightmare and wake up in a panic all I have to do is use my imagination and float away. I hear voices and stuff when I am not dissociated but no one outside my body can hear them and stuff. like that saying what you don't know can't hurt you. people outside me don't know that I have DID so to them Im just Crystal their friend, daughter, co worker, they don't see me as any different then I anve always been.