That's the only way I can cope with my situation too, by rationally telling myself in a logical way that she can't be as perfect as I think she is, that she has flaws too. Many people tell me too that you can tell by the way she reacted to me that she probably has issues too. That's the only way for me to play it down for myself, is to say but I don't know her for real that well. I fell in love with the persona she had in the public eye, maybe she is horrible behind closed doors. It's just very hard to attach these negative qualities to someone you love though, because you don't want to believe it about them. It's like a father or mother struggling to accept their child is a criminal or serial killer or whatever. It doesn't fit with their image of the person they love.