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Hi Ryan,
I am really sorry that you are feeling this way.
I know the feeling. My friends left me too,for the same reason as your friends.
But you know life dosen't stop with that. What you will change with suicide? NOTHING.
Start doing things that you enjoy,that you feel good about it. It's hard, I know.
I did that and you know what? it worked. I met people witch I share common interests and we are building new friendships. It needs time but it's worth it. Friends are like that. They come and they go.
What you can't do is live your lifes afraid of the next goodbye because chances are they are not going to stop. The trick is to recognize when a goodbye can be a good thing or when it's a chance to start again.
And beeing lonely is a part of our life. We all feel like that. But what can I suggest is -LEARN TO BE LONELY.
Do the things that you were afraid to do it alone,go to the movies alone or other things.
i know it might sound lame but when you will get comfortable beeing alone it woun't be that hard anymore when next time it will happen again.
Dong give up!
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