I had to laugh at some of what you wrote too, so you have an excellent sense of humor in my opinion - but sorry if it was not intended!

I too resisted therapy for a long time, but talking to a psychologist has been similar to talking to a friend or mentor... (if you find a good one) The only downside is the money spent...

Even if you might be a bit 'special' (?) does that make you 'inferior'? People who are not 110% smart have to live too, and sometimes they can be better people to hang out with than the super-smart narcissistic ones or so! Sometimes they even can have better lives than the 'super smart'... Though you could possibly be the 'absent-minded professor' too.. Some people can be really smart but can have problems in some areas... I've had straight A's a lot of my school years, but I think I have had learning difficulties when it comes to nonverbal stuff, I even had to take notes about doing the laundry or on how to drive a car! (I still don't like doing either)

So... having learning difficulties is nothing to be ashamed of, there are some really cool people who have had them... and if you might have ADD, I'd just like to say that ADD forums are one of the friendliest forums out there!
(Too much internet/computer time can cause ADD-like symptoms in me too though, so beware of that...)