I am a cold hearted woman , I have no love but I do know that hurting my family will not make me feel any better . I know my family loves me but I do not feel the love .
The only feelings I do have are anger or numb feeling or happy .

I think after experenceing today I will call the T that my other T recommended me to see as I am not doing good at all , I will call monday and see what other things I can do because I just can't see myself taking meds. or at least psychosis med.
I have a hard time taking pills daily I forget or I just don't feel like taking it and it messes my system up .

Talking on here is helping me