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Originally Posted by Nature1968
I am a cold hearted woman , I have no love but I do know that hurting my family will not make me feel any better . I know my family loves me but I do not feel the love .
The only feelings I do have are anger or numb feeling or happy .
I think after experenceing today I will call the T that my other T recommended me to see as I am not doing good at all , I will call monday and see what other things I can do because I just can't see myself taking meds. or at least psychosis med.
I have a hard time taking pills daily I forget or I just don't feel like taking it and it messes my system up .
Talking on here is helping me
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Oh I'm glad talking here is of help. I can not imagine how difficult it must be for you. That kind of anger sounds very distressful. And it's very tough to not feel love towards others or feel loved yourself. To just feel anger or numbness.
Another thing I had forgotten to mention is just tell them how what they do is upsetting to you. Many times people don't know how I feel till I actually talk to them about it. You have the right to express your feelings, including anger. You don't need to yell necessarily but you can just tell them how upsetting this whole thing was to you. Maybe they can explain it to you better and be more understanding.