It was really hard to admit to my trauma therapist that I didn't want to come to sessions because I like to act like the "good client". (It's a real problem sometimes but it's how I've tried to do my whole life.) She reacted really well though and we talked about how great it was for me to be speaking up and saying what I needed instead of just going along. I hope your therapist understands. It can get overwhelming sometimes and I get angry that I'm not "fixed" and that it's still really hard sometimes.