Well.... I go back to my home country once every year... And i am contemplating on whether i should just go see how he is or just let it be? Should i call him or just forget about it. My heart wants to know him more.. But at the same time cant take anymore hurt. My grandmother passed away and she was in the same boat. I remember her always being sad because she didnt have a relationship with her son. I just feel that maybe this is a chance to see if a friendship could work...? Deep down inside i feel that if i do it she will get to see it aswell from my heart.