Hi Thunder
This must be very hard for you.
I think that your boyfriend is doing everything he can to try and accommodate you. Not toooooooo many would be willing to put a tracker in their phone but he does this because he loves you and he's concerned about you.
So ask yourself this question: how is this working for me? It isn't, is it.
Because even when you see he's at work you still suspect he may be elsewhere. My very honest opinion is that he genuinely is at work. So this method is not working for you.
It's consuming you.
You need to start working on the root cause of the problem. Where and when in your life did you begin to feel insecure or that significant others may leave you or that someone else out there may be better than you? I may be totally off without this paragraph. But if I'm on track, some of these feelings would have happened long long before you met your boyfriend, possibly past experiences.
I'm not sure because I don't know you well enough yet. So I'm just putting it out there.
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