I wish I had a magic wand and tell you it is going to be okay, but I know that it doesn't work that way and I also know that dealing with what you are dealing with AND raising a child, you CAN'T hear it is going to be okay. I know because when I have things compound, people telling me "it is going to be okay" just makes me angrier and scream at them "how do you know". BUT, I do hope that things start to fall into place for you, with the lawyer, your doctors, and I hope your pain starts to ease. I hope your mom comes thru recovery full force and you feel okay to dump. I am sorry you are missing your husband because he is working OT, I have been there, please vent if you need to because I do understand, even though I am new to anxiety disorder and panicking, I have dealt with situations similar to yours and I know how important venting can be. So until it CAN be okay, I wish you some ray of happiness and a strong ray of hope. I hope it goes better with all you have to deal with. You are in my thoughts, because I have been in your shoes.