I had privacy that day and I cried in front of everyone when my sisters dog died even though we weren't close and I can not help but blame my mom for that. As she is the one who always wanted her out of the house whereas I wanted her in then she got hit by car. I remember seeing my mom upset about it and thinking to myself this is your fault. I mean I know its not fair and not right but I can't help but think of these things.