Hi! First time posting on here, or really even being on here. So hello.
I wanted to know if other people have trouble with working. Or even with just specific types of work. I've had eight jobs in the last four years that I lost within a month. I don't really know what happened. I get this just complete, overwhelming feeling of dread from these jobs. I stumble through it, forget everything I'm learning, and frustrate coworkers. Then, between shifts, I just cry. Constantly. It's basically a depression trigger. I've worked food, retail, childcare, reception...
I've only had two jobs that worked. One was a temporary job at a day camp, preparing snacks and supervising the kids for long enough for the teacher to have a break. The other is working for the paper at my college, which doesn't sound like much, but I put 30 or so hours a week into it. I interview, I write, I do page designs, and next semester I'll be selling advertising. It's a job, it's just not a paying one.
My question is, I guess, does anyone else have specific types of work that they can do, and others they can't? I'm not sure whether it has more to do with my BP or my anxiety, but I don't know anyone else with either, so I thought I'd ask.
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