Sad to report that I did end up quitting the new job that I mentioned in my original post. I just couldn't handle it. It was a relief to leave. But now it's a new stressor because now I am unemployed and feel worse than I did at the job. I feel like such an idiot for thinking I could handle something new like that and leaving the job I had prior. And I question whether any other job I get I will do the same thing. Trying to believe something better will come from this is definitely hard. I admire all of you for sticking it out.