This is my new form of dissociation - no longer so much mind fog, but like the whole world is turning. Especially right now. This is a time of year where a lot of abuse went down when I was 11. it is hitting hard today. I am focusing on sailing through it and staying out of the past, but at times it comes rearing up and pushes on my eyes.
and then there's the "mind going blank"- which just happened. so i guess i'm done with this post...