I just keep getting endless $h*t thrown at me. I have been told for the last year & a half that I am manipulative. It always bothered me but it really got to me today. Someone told me that I am very good at manipulating my parents & I have manipulated them to keep talking to me. I asked them for examples on how I mainpulate my parents. This person hasnt even seen me & my mom interact with one another! They claimed to have "heard & seen things" but didn't tell me anything! Theycouldn't even give me a specific example. They said "Every way, everyday, everything". I told them to tell me something SPECIFIC & they didn't! It makes me think that they are confused & don't know what else to say so they slap the word "manipulative" to my personality. I cried & punched myself in the face a few times when they told me every time I open my mouth, I manipulate some. I'm starting to think it's true. If everything that comes out of my mouth is being said for me to gain something, then that means I'm completely fake right? There's nothing real or honest about manipulating people! I'm so confused. I feel guilty for speaking. I question everything about myself. Even me posting this.