I'm new, but I guess I'll try a check in.

I'd put my depression at a 6 or 7 today. Spent all day with my best friend and boyfriend. Got a couple of smiles out, but I'm just preoccupied over the fact that I lost my job again because there's something wrong with my head. Really stuck on the idea of not being normal today. I'm dreading showing my face around the friend who got me the job tomorrow. Dealing with some heavy feelings of worthlessness, too.