I can't take this!!!! I take luvox and I upped it two weeks ago like I'm suppossed to. But for the last few days, I've been getting increasingly agitated, bad. I can't think straight, concentrate, read, watch tv anything relaxing. I feel like I have restless legs, except all over my body. I flipped out on my husband big time this morning, totally unlike me.

My pdoc called me back, and said to cut my luvox down by 25mg. I'm so bummed out, I've tried every ssri except prozac, and this happens on every one of them. I can never get to a theraputic dose because of this.

So now what? I have major anxiety and OCD pretty bad. I won't take a tricyclic ad-too afraid to. I take klonopin four .5mg tablets a day, and 25mg of seroquel for sleep. My husband thinks I need to go to a mental hospital to get things straightened out, but I did that before and all they did was take away my klonopin(I complained of chest pain, and the pdoc thought it was the klonopin, took it away overnight. After 6 years on it. Thanks.Turns out, I had bad GERD. He gave me prilosec, but no more klonopin, a**hole). Then, they doped me up with halcion and ativan, which gave me eps, my jaw locked up. Then, they doped me up with benedryl, seroquel, celexa and depakote. After ten days, I was worse than when I went in. I understand why people try to escape mental hospitals, I truly do.

Sorry, I"m feeling pretty hopeless right now. I'm so sick of nothing working and trying every med under the sun, like a damned guinea pig. Therapy with a 20 year old was a joke, although I'm going to try it again with someone else. At least there's no side effects there.

I really don't know what to do.