Ever since I came out to my parents, and they coldly rejected me and everything I had said to them, I've been devastatingly depressed. My parents have made and acted on threats, they've taken me to pastors, and have guilt tripped me. I've had to give up all my friends and live in constant fear that they're going to do something drastic to me. I have to constantly live with knowing that they reject me by having them ask when I'm going to get a girlfriend, who I like, and what girls I find "attractive". I have no one in my family to support me and never will. I have no friends left, so I'm basically alone. I've been feeling extremely suicidal, and I'm afraid I'm going to act on these feelings. What do I do? I don't know what to do. I can't say anything at school because nothing will get changed; in fact, it would probably get worse. Someone help me. Please.