Is there enough space, in your room for a crib or one of those nap and plays? I did that, for my own sanity. Plus, eventually moving onto baby two, too exhausted to risk the bed share, plus oldest, bedshare was cute at first, until he took over the bed, moving this way, moving that way..
I had to use formula, no way around a prior surgery years prior, even argued with the lactation specialist, gawd, they sure push it, with that condescending look...kids healthy, smart too.
I tell people the first year, is my least favorite. ..it is demanding in ways, many ways. I had three kids within three years and ten months of oldest to youngest...
Does it get easier? Subjective. ..it gets different, but I get what you mean.
Tell your h to stop waking you up, however. You do need rest...

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