I don't have good ideas. Actually I retract that statement, that's not accurate. I have plenty of good ideas, but none of them are MY good ideas. My head is dense with great thoughts but they are all stolen from people who actually know how to do things. I'm just a leech, that's a suitable term for me, a useless blood draining parasite. Trying to find "something I'm good at" is not very helpful to me at the moment, because I keep trying and I keep finding the same result, namely "not this either". I have tried a bunch of stuff and at this point I'm on the verge of just throwing in the towel and contenting myself with "nothing", hence why I'm here. I don't think a therapist is proper for me as I don't think "talentless" is a mental health condition that he/she could assist me with. As far as college writing goes I'm not taking a writing class at the moment because I got an 8/9 on the AP writing test and 650/690 on the writing SAT, getting me enough credits to skip it all together. In more specific response to "smilehere" no I don't have friends who understand me, I don't have friends. I have another thread in General about that but the abridged version is that I used to have a lot of friends in highschool who hung out with me because of............. something I suppose. Now in college I have no friends and I don't know how to make them. I have no significant other because I have nothing to offer as a person at the moment. I don't enjoy activities regardless of their outcome because that seems pointless to me, why bother when the result ultimately is nothing.