Wow, I thought I was alone in this! In the past 15 years, the only way I've been able to last more than six months at a job is if it's like ten hours a week or something. My two careers have been in accounting and dog grooming.

I get that feeling of dread and it's like I just shut down and spend the day crying at my desk. Within a few weeks, daily suicidal ideation kicks in. It's AWFUL.

I, too, feel like a failure for not being a productive member of society. I've been working since the age of 16 (40 now), and I'm a hard worker. It's not laziness. It's like work just triggers depression and panic attacks.

I've applied for disability since my last job in May of 2013. Waiting for a hearing that won't come until next summer. Sigh.

Anyway, I'm so relieved I'm not the only one!

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