I feel so numb right now. I went to the ER last night because I was SIing and having bad thoughts, waited three hours, saw a crisis nurse and a psychiatrist. He said I might have Bipolar but he said it was on the low end of the spectrum. I think he's wrong and I have BPD since my other pdoc told me I had traits of it. They read out all my records to me. I just feel so numb and confused from the whole experience. I texted my therapist about it all and she hasn't responded yet. I just need some hugs right now