>Wow, you have a very good sense of yourself and how relationships work.
Lol, no, i don't. If i had good sense of how relationships work i would not be dumped by two people at once.

>Damn hurts to be betrayed. I hear you.
Thanks.

>Can you call her, and ask her straight out "Are you interested in seeing me?
I know this wont work. It would just make me look attached and desperate. For now im sending her vague messages about the stuff she might be interested too.

>may have another hurt coming
Yeah, my life is one big hurt right now.

>A weak person might just decide to give up or get angry about everything.
Thats how my life looks right now. Im trying to do distracting things and meet people, but nothing works. Im about to give up completely. And anger is always with me.

>It is not whining, it is a good thing to release your emotions. Honestly, I think men have been overly "trained" not to cry or release their anger. Men get hurt just as much as women, and you are not weak.
No strong man would cry so much at my place. I know for sure that strong men cry only for very serious reasons, like the death of the family members. Hell, a strong man would not even be in my place, he wouldnt let the things get out of control. And women get attached to strong men themselves so they are afraid to leave them. Thats not my case. And it so damn hard to feel like my ex-friend is better than me in every way.

Right now i find it very hard to shake humiliatiing and painful memories of my mind. How they talked to each other in flitry way and i thought they just were friendly and it was normal. Oh, im such an idiot. Also, i feel like i miss them and hate them at the same time. How is it possible?