because my husband is such a good man. we all have faults, me more than most. but he is trying oh so hard to be affectionate and caring. but i just dont feel it - does that make sense?
he never approaches me and i know sex isnt everything but i want to feel close to him and it never happens unless i start something. i dont want to throw 19 years down the drain. i have so much going on and i feel so *******ed lonely all the time even when there is a house full. is this married life? i'm disillusioned and sad and tired of it all. oh god i'm sorry i'm such an old grinch at the moment truly i am. i feel like the grinch - lonely and pathetic and sad.someone will ban me from this site soon for moaning so *******ed much. sorry.