Still in this horrible, awful mind fog. I thought it would at least lift a little by today. Nope. Still very depressed, as the sun is yet again choked with dense thicks of clouds, and it's been raining, as shown by the wet black roads. Keep thinking of people I never see anymore, because of death and distance and fallings-out. I've realized the only person I have in my life is my mom, and she has lung and liver cancer and will probably pass before I'm 25. I'm 18 now, and way too young to be so alone. But here I am...